How did you stand it, waiting for him to wake up? I feel as if...as if I'm going to explode inside.
There just wasn't any other way. But I keep thinking...when his parchment covered my rock, he shouldn't have done the spell. It wasn't that he won, it was that I lost. So I should have been the one to do it.
It doesn't help to know he'd kick my arse for thinking that. If he could.
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Date: 2015-04-19 10:34 pm (UTC)There just wasn't any other way. But I keep thinking...when his parchment covered my rock, he shouldn't have done the spell. It wasn't that he won, it was that I lost. So I should have been the one to do it.
It doesn't help to know he'd kick my arse for thinking that. If he could.